On pushing people away and on pushing them towards you…

Well, would you rather push people away because of two reasons? one, because they’re too good to be true making it hard for you to break down the walls you built up and two, because you’re used to pushing yourself towards them.

Or do you still choose to bear your pathetic initiative of pushing yourself towards this person just so you can trespass that fine place in this person’s life? You remain unwelcome to the person’s happy place and yet, you play innocent, you insist further, hoping efforts will someday pay off.

Here’s the deal,

you push them away, they wake up to reality, realize you do not deserve them, they go away, you miss them, their attention, their presence, eventually you regret, you get them back, they pursue on bothering someone else, they succeed, they’d be happy, you might not be just yet, you wonder and wander… you’re stuck in reverse, you lose… you move on, learned your lesson, find the One, you win.

or

you push yourself towards them, they do not care a bit, you insist, they noticed, you hope, and hope and hope and hope, you push yourself further, they move away, you went all the extra miles, they leave you hanging, with a dash of false hopes, you hit your skull, it does not break, you pursue, further and further you push toward, you’re breathless, you gasp, you wake up, you walk away, you set them free, they walk away, they regret, they miss you, that push, that force, they want you back, you’re broken, you’re mending, you move on, and on, life is fair, you’d be happy, eventually. they forget you, you lose. you forgave them, forgot the pain, mended and loved again, you win.

This is insane on the membrane…

Happy mother’s day to all mothers:)