My goodness. can i just share. i just had to let this out. This is getting soo frustrating. What have i done to her to make her so hostile?! It’s so pathetic that they had to come up with things–FALSE ideas–and tell my grandmother about it. Why do they bother?! why do they even make an effort to notice me and talk about me? they’re getting on my nerves. i try my best to be sincere towards them because i used to care about their family. what on earth happened that they had to be possessed just like that?! im super pissed. get a life. to think that we’re of the same blood? i respect you and your mom. so can you please try RESPECTING me, my private life, and my MOM above all?? are you aware how your mom spread FALSE-out-of-this-world-rumors about my mom like fire? get a life, please? and will you please just mind your own biz and stay away from my sister because my sister is turning like you, for your sake.im seriously pissed. ive been patient for years now. so one more false rumor from you or from your asdfghjkl mom, i dunno. pls forgive me God. i used to love my cousin. i promise. she isnt just as lovable as she was. can i press my life button to reset??? i am affected not because im guilty but because i love her. and i cant believe that she turned out that way after all. it is so sad.cant ppl be sincere? is it too hard? if you hate me, then say it straight to my face, i would appreciate it. that way, we’re fightin fair in square. i dont care who you are now. i care about who you were before. just talk to me. what to dyou want from me. then maybe we can do smethn bout that.ok. so i need to calm down because i might say something way out of line. baaad. i gotta stick to my level of education. may all the forces of nature be with me. calm me down.grar.and to chris tiu, why??? haha. on the brighter side, at least im goin to see more of you. keep on inspirin people. you go, boy!and sht, goin back. naiinis talaga ako. and when im like this, i lose my focus. i need the beach.PS. to users, even though im gullible,forget about using me. gahd. get a life guys. im ok this way–mediocrity at its finest. because apparently, im striving hard to make some diff. that is why i put up this wall, a hundred feet high. i fyou get through it, my sincerity is yours.